This is indicate to few friends of mine. I do not know how to start this nor end it. But what I said afterward are all mean from my heart so does my brain. I know, myself easily influenced by others, this is not good, but I just can't help it. Its natural inside me, what else can I do?
From past till nowadays, I've always been :
1. Say bad words (say things without thinking)
2. Do ridiculous thing just in order to get experience by myself
3. Selfish
And so on...hundreds of things about me are all bad (Evil). I hurt people, I'm like a fire that burn anyone who near me. I always bring troubles and stupid things. I am easily cry and mad. I guess, it should be enough with my foolish text about myself.
I'm sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for everything I ever did
I know "Sorry can do nothing" , like one character in Korean movie said " if sorry can solve problem, we won't need police then" .
Because just a word "Sorry" can not solve all things
Because just a word "Sorry" can not erase what had been happen in the past
Because just a word " Sorry" cant not turn back the time
I'm sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for everything I ever did
I know "Sorry can do nothing" , like one character in Korean movie said " if sorry can solve problem, we won't need police then" .
Because just a word "Sorry" can not solve all things
Because just a word "Sorry" can not erase what had been happen in the past
Because just a word " Sorry" cant not turn back the time
Which is why, just said "Sorry" won't solve a thing
However, I'm still saying this word, even known this is useless. I'm still saying this word, because I want to. I'm still saying this word, because it can reduce the sadness in my heart. I'm still saying this word, because hoping that you may forgive.
Even I know the hope is small, but its more than enough to have been knowing you. You give me something that I've been banned from having it. You give me something that I'd been lost. Something called "Real Friendship" , forgive and forgive one another and something more that no words can explain.
I'm weeping while you tell me everything that you've been hide, I never thought I did hurt you this much. I am regret and ashamed of everything. The salty water keep falling down from my both eyes and won't stop. Because its touchy also hurt, but thanks you for showing, it will more hurt if you keep hiding.
Thanks for everything, don't worry, I won't chase you away nor bite you, because I'm not a real vampire. I will be just me, a silent mind would be best for me.
Even I know the hope is small, but its more than enough to have been knowing you. You give me something that I've been banned from having it. You give me something that I'd been lost. Something called "Real Friendship" , forgive and forgive one another and something more that no words can explain.
I'm weeping while you tell me everything that you've been hide, I never thought I did hurt you this much. I am regret and ashamed of everything. The salty water keep falling down from my both eyes and won't stop. Because its touchy also hurt, but thanks you for showing, it will more hurt if you keep hiding.
Thanks for everything, don't worry, I won't chase you away nor bite you, because I'm not a real vampire. I will be just me, a silent mind would be best for me.
5 comments:
Erm em...smell some salt water here...dont u know that it's make the reader sea water fall and form an ocean as well?? well, U r right...I totally agree with what u said
- U r selfish
- short temper (me too but only at home)
- easily to get influnce
- yab
- cry easily (me too)
- sorry for the stupid thing that u have done
- wat else...
so what? if ppl are the same then it's gonna be so BORING...know only one ppl then enough cus the rest will be just the same.
so this is the lesson 4 U:
- m not ur parents
- m not ur relative
- m not ur lecturer
- m just an ordinary girl like u
- m just a fren ( best fren or wat is ur judgement)
- m just want to share a lesson in life
- however, m not good as i advice the other
- m not patient
- I used harsh word most of the time too
- I get angry quite fast and remain long time
- but i agree that this is not good
- m trying to change and i also want s1 who has quite similar behavior and wish to change could change it as well
- beside ur family, ur relative, ur fren they wont forgive u that easily with ur harsh word
- and those words are dangerous as u also know that ppl is the most dangerous n scary thing exist on earth. They can kill ppl just cus of a word
- and take it easy. that's wat u tell me and now m tell u back (dont push urself so hard).
- try to be happy, enjoy life and that help u reduce ur short temper
- just do it slow, step by step cus it's not an easy thing to do to change ur personality that u r born with or it might be impposible to change it.
- but since it's not a good point we can still try to eliminate it
- so hope u can slowly be a longer temper one, smile.
ps: if sorry can make thing better, y would it have police n law, and without law, there will be no law school and therefore no BO, smile
dont keep ur mistake in mind, forget it n be happy but try not to make the same mistake again. cus police will forgive u only one or 2 time, the third time he'll bring u to court. Also learn from ur mistake to be a better person. rmb? a man who never made mistake, never made anything.
Princess, never put blame yourself for not being a perfect person, because nothing is "ever" perfect.
"I'm selfish, short-temper, troublesome, I always come up with harsh words that break people's hearts, well, I'm just an evil"
You're describing yourself using such words, but in our hearts, you've always been our sweet princess. Though sometimes we have some conflicts and disagreements, but good friends will never abandon one another. We stick together till the very end. You know we love you, right? and we're glad to have this vampire princess around, happy to have known someone like you, proud to have called you "our friends".
Who says the word "sorry" can do nothing? To let our loved ones know how sorry we are for what we've done is a great thing to do. Anyone who is being said the word "sorry" to are more than willing to forgive. :)
Anyway, I'm touched with this post of yours, princess :) There are two favorite quotes of mine:
"When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook the excuses."
"to the world, you are somebody, but to us, you are the world" :) and yes, you mean a lot to us. We love you, princess <3 *hug*
To both of you : Thanks you is all I can reply *Big Smile*
If you think you made mistake, don't feel bad. Remember everyone makes mistake. Not many people make mistake and realize it, but you do, so this is already good enough. People should always forgive you if they think they are your friends.
Great that you have great friends, like Barbie and Svieta vice versa. This is the beauty of frienship.
Lecturer, thanks you for drop by and comment. I think I'm really lucky to have them as my friends *Smile*
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